Moments which I always regret

Do you ever feel like you are scared and you can't do it? Then all of us sudden you try anyways. I did that, and I regret it. I did it so terribly I messed up, I tried out for vocals and I messed up so bad, the best he could say was good job. Like he actually cared. He probably didn't want to say I'm terrible, he probably wanted to fill my head with dreams. He thought maybe she won't try again. He thought maybe her voice will change. I regret ever trying to change myself, trying to be strong and courageous. That's not me. I am not some great singer, some Sanctus Real, some Chris Tomlin, I'm just another wannabe. I can't sing, why don't people just tell me the truth? Why they don't want to hurt my feelings, instead they want to let me embarrass myself. I regret ever trying to be more than what I am. I am never going to sing unless I have to. Ever again.