Sometimes friendships end

Recently, one of my closest friends drifted away from me, and I have realized that I wouldn't accept it so I put all of my feelings into anger. I wasn't ready to admit I had lost her, but I have and she seems happier with her new friends. I guess I have to remember everything happens for a reason, but we may not know it yet. And if my friend is reading, I want to say sorry if I ever said anything to you.

Moments which I always regret

Do you ever feel like you are scared and you can't do it? Then all of us sudden you try anyways. I did that, and I regret it. I did it so terribly I messed up, I tried out for vocals and I messed up so bad, the best he could say was good job. Like he actually cared. He probably didn't want to say I'm terrible, he probably wanted to fill my head with dreams. He thought maybe she won't try again. He thought maybe her voice will change. I regret ever trying to change myself, trying to be strong and courageous. That's not me. I am not some great singer, some Sanctus Real, some Chris Tomlin, I'm just another wannabe. I can't sing, why don't people just tell me the truth? Why they don't want to hurt my feelings, instead they want to let me embarrass myself. I regret ever trying to be more than what I am. I am never going to sing unless I have to. Ever again.

Fresh baked cookies!

Each month I love to bake some kind of treat. This month I made homemade chocolate chip cookies!! I love baking cookies and cake. I love giving them to friends and family. Baking always makes me happy,because it is something I made from my own hands, with my own love, so baking makes me give my love, my creation, my heart in a bite size treat. When I see others eat my baked goods, I feel happy, and accomplished, a good feeling comes over me. In my personal opinion, baking can make you feel better through the hardest times. So try baking sometime!!!! :)

School is starting up in America!!!

Is anyone excited school is starting? In many countries, school has started but, some schools haven't. Many schools are starting next week, so for people whose school has not started, LUCKY!!! I am getting use to waking up before the sun comes up. :) But at the end of the day,it's fun to be with friends and do work. All summer I've been lazy, so waking up to see my friends and do work is amazing! I am having fun at school, I hope many people are having fun in the summer or having fun in school!!

Goin' back in time.

Remember when you were young, and you played in the playground with all your friends? Well, my best friend and I went to our neighborhood park and felt like little kids! We played on the swing set, which I didn't get in the picture , and we played in the grass! It felt like we were both 5 years old and running around with nothing on our minds. We felt calm and relaxed. We both talked and told each other everything! It was fun, just the two of us talking about every thing going on in our lives and how we are excited or a little bit scared about school to start. It felt like we went back in time, and we were those little girls who always took the swing set and sat in it for an hour or two. It was fun, and I would do it with her again, because she is my best friend. I love her as a friend!!! This was a memory which I will never forget because after a long time it had just been us talking and having a good time outside! :)

Gardening has begun!

As soon as I came back home I went into my beautiful garden. When I went into my garden, I realized some new friends had joined my garden. Bunches and bunches of grapes had come! I was so happy. There are so many bunches of grapes in my garden!!! I love going outside in my garden and seeing the grapes grow and blossom! It's a thrill to see plants I planted grow so beautifully. Also I learn more about having a green thumb. Planting trees and flowers provide oxygen which helps us, and it's important to keep planting. So go outside and plant a tree!!

A fruit only found in India, and my favorite fruit!

Last time I came to India I fell in love with a fruit known as sitaphal. My uncle thought me how to eat it and how to fall in love with the fruit! He told me about the fruit and the first time I saw it I said," What is that?" He told me how I could only find it here in India and how I would have to come to India to eat it. I enjoy eating sitaphal with anyone! Sitaphal is an amazing fruit, the taste is sweet but not candy sweet. It is just right, it has a light flavor which makes it all the more tasty.In some parts of the world, it is known as a custard or sugar apple. If you were to imagine it, from the outside it would look like a artichoke, and from the inside it would look like a pomegranate. It would look like a pomegranate because the seeds are covered with the fruit. I'll put a picture of the fruit below. 

Here are two pictures of the fruit. The first one is the inside and the second is how it looks as a whole. I ate a little bit of the first one, but you get the idea. :) 

If you ever come to India in the July-August time be sure to eat some sitaphal!!